Unnecessary Leak.

It's not about...

Them and what they say or do to you, how they make you feel on the inside and out. Or what they think of you- good or bad. Often, it matters so much to most of us. We get tangled up in this web of thoughts because of them. And most often, it's not them who lets loose the strings and traps us but most often, it's us. It's us that chooses to play mind games with ourselves. Letting the voice in our heads speak louder than our heart. Hoping, that we'd triumph over the seas of negativity and reason out the possible unknowns. But often, yes often, we just falll to the ground. Defeated.

It's not about...

Me. How I feel. What I feel. Why I feel. That way. - good or bad. And it's definitely not about putting the blame on them. - good or bad.

It's all about...

Him and Him alone. Honouring Him. Putting Him above everything else. And even if we fall to the ground- defeated. His kindness and grace lifts us up.

Of course, we're who we're created to be. Human beings. Somehow that says it all. Everything happens for a reason and I choose to believe that I was put on this earth for a purpose, although still searching, and I might spend the rest of my life searching but at least I know I tried. Because sometimes, that's all that matters.

And so she thinks as she always do