A-hoy there dear readers! I know I know... No, actually I don't. Because being soaked in bliss and happy outings, going back to my roots of being a couch potato for the past week or so deduced an air of ignorance to this blog. HUhu.

But seriously, I am back and blogging and will be for the next couple of days. There are many issues that I am eager to pen them down, and give those thoughts my own signature stamp. ;)

White Roses.

These fingers are heavy and the weight pulling them down is intentional, with a purpose and a reason solely because. Because I do not want to pen this down. I do not want to but I know, I need to.

Scents of fresh flowers filling the air, an endless stretch of rainbow paving the way, a place where sadness and despair have no meaning and a place where choirs of angels are singing praises to the Lord, an eternal life. Freedom; once and for all.

Although I will miss you so so much, although these tears trickles down my cheek every once in a while and my heart cringes with an aching feeling that you are no longer around, I know that I will battle those moments with a smile and comfort in knowing that you are with Him, you are free and most of all you are in paradise. :)

Thank you all so much for all the concern and prayers (fel :) Life moves on but life that moves along with Him as the focus point and the center ultimately lifts my spirit and well these fingers of mine. I hope that everyone who is reading this would take the time, think, re-think, and just. believe.

I should have pictures up soon. Heh.

The Shorter The Better.

Still very much alive and kicking I may add :) I just need more time. Space. And of course for exams to be overrrrr. Grrr.

The Truth Is...

Perseverance was never in my list of vocabularies. Of course, it exists and I acknowledge its existence. Its meaning imprinted at the back of my mind but every now and then when it's dark and gloomy, when I feel as if the four walls has caved in on me, I crawl my way to the back of my mind only to find that the print has faded away. Its meaning, blurred and I forgot what it meant to persevere. I lose myself in the antonyms of persevering. Losing. Giving up. And eventually, death.

This has got to be one of my most intimate post. Didn't think you could have handled the truth but if you did I think you did a pretty good job.

The truth is... GOD listens. :) And of course, you and you and you.

I Can't Spell it Out For You!

These concoction of emotions served in a huge fruit punch bowl. You'll have to taste it to know. Only concern is, I've ran out of bowls and I'm not sure if I'd want to restock.

The ramblings of a girl who thinks endlessly and unnecessarily continues...

The Sound of Rain.

Pitter Patter. Pitter Patter.

Little hops on the rooftop tiles.

Sliding down the glass of the window.

Swaying its way with the wind.

Oh how I love being indoors. Just listening the rain. And The Notebook's OST (three days in a row) :)

In A Heartbeat...

...I'd drop everything to go for a holiday.

...I'd spend the whole day doing nothing but have a marathon of movies lined up for me to indulge in.

...I'd spend the whole day reading books because I want to. Because I can. Because there'd be no exams.

...I'd open my heart just to hear Your voice and to feel Your presence in my life.

...I'd dream...for as long...as I want.

...I'd open a florist and sell handpainted umbrellas.

...I'd gather all of my courage into a ball of hope, letting it roll down the hills of love. (the amount is the least of concern)

In a heartbeat, what would you do?