On the Edge.

Lalala... The feeling of having a 2 hour break feels good. It should feel good because I get to use the internet for free here in the comp lab. But it doesn't. Not when you have a million other things on your mind. Not when you are not supposed to be doing what you are doing right now. No sense. Me.

But the feeling of freely expressing everything inside of me, feels exhilarating. Like taking a bucket of paint, splashing it onto an empty canvas. Adrenaline that fills the walls of my vessels as I take the leap off the edge. Blood pumping, literally feeling the thuds from the inside of my head outwardly. Again. Sense zero right now. Because to be honest, I get lost in myself sometimes.

I do not like to wear a watch now because its the one thing that I cannot take control of. But I have to let it take control. Sighhh

'you start to wonder why you're here not there'

Yesterday candlelight dinner was awesome... we should have more of it! This time with FEL too! :D