Monday, September 28, 2009

Kick in the Sand.

I don't know what to blog about but I have the urge to. To blog. Blog about how I'm feeling skippa-dee-doo. Skippa-dee-doo as I hand in yet another assignment. Another assignment which isn't the last assignment. Last assignment due on the 26th. 26th of September, somebody turned 21! Whee. Whee, I started on another TVB drama with feL. feL is talking to Daniel. Daniel is in Singapore. Singapore, I hope to visit in January if all goes well. :)

:) because you can if you want to.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

One Week.

Monday



Tuesday



Wednesday




Thursday



Friday




Saturday





And they lived happily ever after...

A week. Sometimes, that's all it takes. :)

Monday, September 21, 2009

Ctrl+Alt+Del.

When your life seems likes it's being covered by a blanket of troubles and what surrounds you is nothing but darkness, the irony of being covered with layers of fear sends a shiver down your spine. All you want is to come undone. Strip bare off everything that is slowly suffocating your breath. But the thought of nakedness leaves you blank and so you lay, covered in your own nakedness, in the dark.

Life can get so dark sometimes that you even lose yourself in your own darkness.

But, the 'but' that comes with a vicotorious trumpet sound. the 'but' that brings hope.

the 'but' of a faith. Conquers all fears, all anxieties, all darkness...

Does anyone need a restart? Time is never waiting but always wanting.

Currently listening to 'The Time Traverler's Wife' Soundtrack (even before watching the film!) HEEhee...Thanks qing! :)

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Friday Flowers. (Not So)

Was really inspired to start my own series of FridayFlowers after following a blogger cum interior designer (http://www.absolutelybeautifulthings.blogspot.com/) :) I hope I'm not plagiarizing what truly is inspiring to my soul.





Flowers from our backyard and the 'vases' came from project 09-09-09. Have a meaningful weekend ahead filled with a coffee cup full of happy moments! :D

P.s. I need to go hunt for actual vases! Any ideas? :)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

As Easy As A-B-C.

The first few words are always the hardest. The first few words always get knotted up which clogs the flow of your thoughts. Maybe because all the words are walking on air in slow motion and waiting for them to fall into the right places is like counting the number of stars across the sky. So, I sit and stare. I know that I can never quite comprehend these unspoken words of my heart. I can never put a melody to the lyrics of my feelings. Maybe this is what you call; having the writer's block. When the words are floating in the air, it's hard to weigh them down with your mind and piece them together into perfect sentences that actually makes sense. These are some of the words that are waiting to be anchored down into the sea of my thoughts.

Smell.
Church.
Pink grapefruit.
Assignments.
A song.
Waiting.
Dreams.
Assignments!
Heart.

Don't ask. HAha. Sometimes, a word is all you need to make all the difference. A word can give you more hope that a thousand words put together. What is your favourite word?

P.s. I am sensing a flood of more random posts. Lol.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Clean the Windows.

Tip-Tap Tip-Tap. :) Saturday morning everyone but the sky spells out a gloomy and possible downpour late this afternoon. Even though the weather forecast *quote* sunny, warm, and crip (?). That is why, life is unexpected that way.







My housemates and I went down to the city for lunch and retail therapy! Whee. Do some head rotating exercise! =.=






On the way... Speaking of which, it brings me back to memories of when I used to take the bus almost every other weekend/day to the city. Had some really fond memories of those rides. You know, the kind where you just sit and have random thoughts. HAHA.





My one and only babyboo :) *I'd lend you my smile if I could borrow your tears* <3>

Wednesday, September 09, 2009


Operation 09/09/09 failed. Happy September 9th of 2009 anyway. :) P.s. Receiving random gifts like these brightens your day!

How Have You Been?

It's funny- not the *haha* that was a really funny joke funny. It's funny- the kind that clicks on your thinking bulb resulting in a bright yellow glow in that dark mind of yours. It's funny- the kind of funny that occurs when you are thinking of someone - out of the blue.

Ever since you turned your back and took the road you think was the best for you, we have not heard from you since. You chose to walk the path, you chose not to see eye to eye with us, you chose not to listen. But then again, who am I to blame? We chose not to try hard enough because trying has no limit. We chose not to understand but constantly placing all your faults in the spotlight. Us, being audience with our ears closed and eyes wide open, we were appalled by your acts of 'embarrassment'.

Giving up is seldom the best solution. But it seems that everyone has chosen to nestle themselves comfortably at that.

Though you've turned away - or so it seems. We all know that, we'd embrace you into our homes in a minute. Heck, in a second if that's what it takes for your return.

Dear X, one thing I just want to know. How have you been?

See, I told you I'm sucha morning person. Woke up at 6:15 this morning because I missed the feeling of waking up to a dark morning sky, drinking coffee at 6:30 am while I'm penning down my thoughts in my private journal (nyehehe) and just morning-dreaming about the rest of the day.

Reflecting on the beauty of His words (which I have to admit is a rare occurence) =/ But nevertheless inspiring and a breath of fresh air.

Monday, September 07, 2009

Friends (the Circle of).

Kini, aku tujukan lagu ini untukmu.

Bahu ini, untukmu sandar,
Telinga ini, untukmu isi dengan titisan-titisan sedih and pilu,
Hati ini, untukmu kongsi buat selamanya.

:)

Friends, you always have a place in this heart of mine.

Gooood morningg! I really think that I can blog better in the morning than at night. I am a morning person to the core. Fell asleep at 10 last night! 0.0 Well, that is, upon reading a text on schizophrenia. Who would have thought eh. Lol. Oh well today is another day... And I hope that you'd have a wonderful new day. whheee.

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Sail Away.


This hope is reaching the brim of my heart. It's almost too heavy for my heart to contain. Its weigt increasing with each passing day. If it was a cloud, there'd be a great downpour of hope this afternoon. May your heart never stop hoping. :)

Saturday, September 05, 2009

A Blue Sky Holiday is what I Need.

Man am I getting the hang of this... I'd make Helena a proud mama WHEEE :D Anyway, I'm currently on a six week break now. WOOHOOT. Wait, a break with a stack of assignments. Still counted as a break? *Eeek*

The four little scatterbrains went for a house outing yesterday :D (minus fel :( who is soaking up the nice and warm sunshine in Singapore)
In effort of convincing myself that THIS is NOT a break...



A break is when you have absolutely nothing on your mind and well, that's excluding all the thoughts and planning of fun-filled activities.



A break is when you worry less about your life and let life worry about you.



A break is when you smile even when the rain is pouring down on you and the cold wind blowing in your face
A break is not a break. At least, not until you feel that it is.
In everything, find rest in Him. And you'll find 'breaks' in life so much more meaningful. :)

Friday, September 04, 2009

Warm Rain.

"I've spent most of my life finding logic through equations and formulas, but the most logical discovery I've found, is the unexplainable feeling that lives here, and here."

It's not those beautiful eyes.
It's not these hands that I hold onto.
It's not that secret smile we both share.

But it's this intangible force that brings us closer.
It's when we were the pens to the diary of time.

It's loving you because the beauty I see in you outlives your reflection in the mirror.

You, are who everyone is hoping for.

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Random on Repeat.

Today smells of spring :) As inviting as that may seem, the wind is still considerably cold BRR. Anyway, yesterday Keryong and I had one of the most random outings. HEEhee.



Popping in and out of shops that sells the most random-est things. More random than that, we were having fun looking at em and ended up purchasing random items. Or at least we thought of lah...

Here we are at a random bar/pub that we decided to have lunch and randomly, order two glasses of beer. Beer+random chatting = :)



Keryong, her massive lasagna, and her beer on taps (forgot the name of the beer)




Me, my pot pie and cold cider stream yumm

After that, we walked and talked. Laughed and let the night wind blew us back to our humble houses.
P.s. I am looking forward to my 23rd birthday already! wakaka




ooops, forgot to rotate! This, is part of my table... :) Spring oh breeze your way through and settle in each of our hearts the warmth we are longing for.

cheers.