Just for you my babyboo :) Sorry lah hah hehe I don't know how to take nice pictures of myself lah and my dye is not obvious unless under strong sunlight. Wait under better lightings and nicer surroundings I will post one muchMUCH clearer one for you k! ;) much luv. Your arnab madu.

Little Miss.

Something different :) Yau Char Guai wrapped in CheeCheongFan Yumms.




Little.Miss.Ultra.Violet.

I'm Losing You, and It's Effortless.

Violet - Red. *nods* Yes, remember those two colours and let it sit in your mind for a while. Are you picturing the two blend together? Ok, good. Because it is the colour of my hair now at least until the root of my hair grows out lah. I know, bye bye virgin black hair of mine. Hello cleopetra. HAha. Because I have bangs now, vannie said I look like cleopetra and my housemate said I look like some egyptian queen. Wakaka.

Yum cha with vannie and meiyin was OMGOSHFULLandMAXIMUM.SATISFACTION. :D

Wanna see pictures ah? Wait lah.

I'll Lend You My Tears, If I Could Borrow Your Smile.

It's like a routined business to me. It's slowly becoming a need and not a want. I'm dead serious. Drowning myself into the sea of blogs. As if, swimming in them, I would somehow find you. Coming across a link that rings a bell or has a catchy tune to it, a link that sounds very - you. I will click, but it only leads me to one disappointment after another. One day, I will blog about the blogs that I read daily. Most of them I do not know the blogger personally but can still dream about them sometimes. Yes, I dreamt of natalia and sonia before. Yes, I dreamt of suet li before also. LOL.

Today, shamay will be doing something she thought she'd never do. And she can only hope for the best! HEEhee. Worry not, I'll post up a pic of it after it's done. At least if it turns out lah. KEke.

Everyone reading this right now, I want you to believe. Even if it's something that does not exist. Believing is the first step. The rest will fall into place. Eventually. :)

Ooo-AaaYii-Yaai-Yaa-YiiAaa.

If time was really gold. A block of gold bar that can be melted over the fire, poured out into different sized containers, let it cool and then arrange them in a neat stack in the freezer. Just remember to defrost. ;)

P.s. I love you. WAKAKAKAKA.

Because I am Lazy Bum.

Dear Star,

Don't stop shining because it would make my day seem brighter and my mood seem happier with your brightness. My surroundings to be in a bright shade of yellow. Mmm. :) And also because I just hung my clothes out to dry. So, please, do not rain on my damp clothings. At least not for the rest of the day. Thank you. xoxo

Sigh, Just as i end with hugs and kisses the sky just turned grey. ISH. =/ Nonetheless, for those who are facing exams and people like me, who still have assignments to be handed in, remember that there's always something worth waiting for. ;)

cheers

Flying Sparks and Technicolors.

It must have been right after recess or right after the subject teacher walked out of the corridor. Maybe, it was just one of those carefree days where there were minimal contact with the teachers and maximum chit-chatting sessions going on around the classroom. Vividly, I remember the noise, my metal pencil case with an animated drawing of five ducks, and a ball point blue ink pen. I can't remember who it was but it must have been either vannie or helena who asked me; who I had feelings for.

The part between the question was asked and my answer is a blur to me. Feels like the ink was smudged off. But my answer; is still clear and fresh in my memory. I question myself still, what made me come up with that answer. I never really quite knew but the feelings I felt that moment, words cannot describe.

I tore an edge of my test-pad paper and wrote with my blue ink ball point pen. Neatly, folded it in half and inserted in into my metal case pencil box. I wanted so badly to share my joy with my two best friends but I never got the chance to. At least not on that day because they never saw the piece of paper. Nobody saw. Nobody knew, the moment when there were flying sparks and technicolors in my heart bursting with overflowing joy.

BAH! I still have a blocked nose. But it's okay I will be fine. I will be fine. I will be? Sigh. Have you ever made the same mistakes over and over again and still, you don't learn from them?

P.s. : It was written, in capital letters, GOD. :)

Goodnight everyone.

Wanting to Want the Needs that I Need.

Sigh, blogger's block. Blogger's block. Nose blocked. Nose blocked. And with this blocked nose I smell home. Mmmm :)

Blogger's block. Blogger's block. Nose blocked. Nose blocked. Even with mouthfuls of chilli paste and then cooling it off with three scoops of ice cream. It is still blocked.

Nose blocked. Nose blocked. But the shimmering lights of Melbourne City from Christabel's apartment and the company of 5 other girls (you.know.who.you.are:) unblocked my sense of humour and my sense of 'aunty-ness'.

Mind is blocked. I sure hope the abundance of mucous did not contribute in the process of blocking my mind from thinking which is what I really need right now.

goodnight

Secret Garden.

It totally feels like I'm on holidays right now! What? I have exams in less than 3 weeks. 2 more assignments due. T.T Why do I not feel guilty? Why do I not feel the motivation to study? Wait, it's not like I'm consistently driven also. Ohman this.is.bad. Lol.

Went to watch Angels and Demons today with felicia and xuetying! Am glad that I did not have an extremely high expectation of the movie because it turned out great! :D It was super exciting, gets your adrenaline pumping. Now, I really want to go Rome. TEEhee.

And this is why I don't feel so guilty because I spend most of my time and energy thinking of 'What Ifs'. Sigh.

Life is Short but the List Goes On.

MORRRNINNNNG (you.)!!! One thing that wouldn't make my day as bright and chirpy is to wake up to a dark and gloomy day. Today is the perfect example, looks like the sun is still sound asleep covering itself with a blanket of dark grey. Hurhur. T.T And that is why my friends, I do not really like the colour grey. I'd choose black over grey. Although, I do have to admit that when I'm indoors, my favourite sort of weather would be showered by light drizzles and a backdrop of a dark grey sky. (HAha, I'm weird) But everybody is weird in erm their own special sort of way. Right?

Speaking of which, I'm sure I'm not the only one that feels this way. That when that familiar tune strikes its chords. Ringing in your ear. The notes beats a familiar picture on your eardrums. Fine, at least that applies for me. HAha. Seriously, some songs really do remind me of a person, a place, a date, a moment, heck sometimes a scent. Lol. And I really want to share with all of you a few of the tunes that left a mark. In my heart. :)

In no particular order (because my ipod is on shuffle now). And so happen the song I'm listening to now does have a story to it. HAha. Freakky.

AnJing by JayChou.

Nope. It is not about a guy or anything emo. I first heard this song in Neway (1Utama) when I was karaoke-ing with the gals and sheryl requested for this song...HEEhee. She said this song made her cry before or maybe not but it's a really really sad song according to her. After listening to it, I was like. Woah. My chinese sucks but I roughly got the gist of the song lah. I'm not that bad ok hahah. After that, I downloaded the song right away. And whenever my ipod plays this song, I'll think of sheryl. Fyi, I always sing this song when I go karaoke. :)

Satellite by Natalie Imbruglia.

HAha. This songs would remind me of several things actually. Firstly, it was a birthday gift from helena and vannie (my bunnies!) One morning/day, helena called me...

helena : may ah, wanna ask you ya, do you have natalie imbruglia's cd?because vannie and i planning to buy a cd for van's sister... wanted your opinion.
me : err no woh.. I don't have her cds. but her songs are generally quite nice :)
helena : ohh ok ok thank youu! :D

*sneaky sneakyy* Lol. So, I wouldn't be able to listen to this song if it wasn't for them. ;)

I remember daniella (ex schoolmate) saying that she likes this song.

I remember telling kristyn that. And also, telling her that I think this song is nice too. She downloaded it and didn't think it was great. Silly girl. HAha.

Oklah there are so many songs that reminds me of definitely something. ! But I think you should already be bored by now. So, until the next song, I hope that you'll have a sun-tastic day today! :D Especially if you're going out and about. The sun isn't shining down here on my side but I definitely do hope it is greeting you with a wide smile this day!

A Box of Lilies.

As the saying goes, all good things must come to an end. 3 weeks just passed by like a gush of wind, sweeping grains of sand off the ground. Sigh, I have to admit that at the begining I was looking forward to the end of it. Midway, I sometimes look forward to it. Come to the end of it all, I can't help but feel a slight sink in me heart. =/ Nevertheless, life goes on and as rash says; "You're gonna be working your whole life after you graduate. So, don't miss it." Lol.

Definitely gonna miss this bunch! =D

Cornelia.

Her heart is racing against time. Knowing well that it is already a battle she would lose, inevitably. Because, like an equation, time is the constant variable and her heart, proportionale to the memories buried deep within her soul. As the memories stacks its weight, her heart sinks deeper and deeper but time, it moves consistently, ignorant to her feelings. Breathing out nothing but an air of arrogance. She knows she could never have the ability to change the value of time but still, she wrestles on with it. Wishing that her heart would generate enough energy to speed across the borders of time, taking control over it. She lets go of all of the weight that is pulling her heart down, letting it sink to the ground. "Memories will always remain as they are".

She lost in the battle against time because she knows she could never move in sync with it, forming an intimate dance - embracing each other with gracefulness. As she falls, beaten to the ground. Both fists, bloody and weak, she still breathes the same air. The air of arrogance. Battle, she lost but, hope, she gained when he reached out his hand.

Well, I certainly hope you all enjoyed a glimpse of (Velda, Penelope, Sophia, and Cornelia) :) If you were wondering, they are fictional characters that does not apply to anyone in particular. Lol. I just figured that if I were choose four words to describe life, it'd consist of darkness, light, romance, and well, then there is hope.

We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, firm and secure. Hebrews 6:19

I always end things on a random note so I might as well. Today is the last day of placement! WoohooT! I am gonna leave with a heavy heart but at the same time with a huge sigh of relief that it is finally over and of course bringing with me a truckload of memories. Now, let's just hope that I pass my AUA essay assignment okays.

Peonies.

Went for Mother's Day Classic 8km walk with vannie.meiyin.and allison. :) Yes, 8km. Me. Sigh vannie is slowly converting me into a healthier being. ^.^ Anyway, thinking that there might be possible showers, I brought mr. seven along (leaving lonely annie in the house). But the weather turned out otherwise which is greattt coz can you imagine walking in the rain (?) I can and I don't think I'd last very long. Teehee. Anyway, the walk was goood but the company was wayy better ;)

Almost forgot. HAPPY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! On the way back, I thought to myself, if I'm 40, and do not have any children, I'd adopt a child. WAakaka. Can't believe I actually typed that out. Lol.


Allison.me.Vannie.



us with meiyin :)




allison and meiyin.




Aww, so sweet right?

Inspiring.

P.s. Cornelia is longing to meet you but just can't seem to find the right words to begin with. Yet.

Dancing Orchids.

I wanted to so badly. Pour my heart out. Let it splatter across this page for everyone to see, hoping that somehow that'll make me feel better on the inside. I wanted to. But I didn't and I shall not. I just shut my eyes.

Anyway, lin-dy tagged me in like superrr old pics (HAha) and commented that I really look like a small girl! Back in those days... (good ol days, good ol days ;)

Then

The night shamay would not forget.

I really like this picture of us three! :D Remember how we used to go for girly outings and clubbing together gether... HEEhee.

Now

Itchy backside, smelly finger night. Wakaka.

Shamay misses her sakai cousin.

0.0 I still want to be small girl! >.<

P.s. Should I perm my hair? Yes I shall. lol.

Magnolia.

A-hoy A-hoy there ;) About time to brush some dust off this blog I reckon. HEEhee. Soon, soon.

Placements are going a-ok. Not smooth sailing like I-am-totally-on-board-with-everything but it's alright. Everyday is a new day. We live and we learn. :) This is totally random but from the time I finished dinner.washed the dishes.made myself a cup of tea.till now, blogging, I did not look to see what time it is. o.0 . 0.0 Considering the fact that I still have so much to prepare for tomorrow's presentation. And also the random fact that I just like to look at time. HAha. Must have too much on my mind already. Oh well.

And also just throwing in another random fact, in case you didn't know, I dream every night. Sometimes, I even look forward to bedtime, anticipating of what I'd dream of. Lol.