Who Are You?

When you want to blog but there is an invisible plunger stuck to your mind and you can't seem to unclog the words. It's just. Stuck.

When you do not have enough warmth and its a cold cold autumn night.

Warming up.

HeLLOmLe (:

From houssie-mates! :D

When you have nothing better to do and even for someone like me. Who does not usually just post up random pictures. That just shows how unwilling I am to do work and just not do anything. Bah.

Will you watch the time with me?

Anyway, since we're moving in the random sorta pace. At least I am. So, shoo! if you're on a different pace. Was randomly looking through my old entries and came across this one. http://blithering-iris.blogspot.com/2006/07/end-of-circle.html Since I conveniently let it slip my mind. I shall, on this cold cold evening, pick up from where I left.

So nice, I feel like I am traveling through time and it was 2006 :) So, we ended the night with more dancing obviously and it was just helena.christine.and i. haha and this dude that wanted to dance with helena and us, flee-ing away from the dude. And then there's this other guy. Whom I thought was kinda cute... He and california was his nickname (don't ask me why, ask me why I am so random maybe.) also participated in the competition as part of a huge group and they got 2nd place if I'm not mistaken. Anyway, yeah dance.dance.dance.

Forgot the process of it but christine went up to him and told him that I wanted to dance with him. 0.0 (!!!) I think he mumbled a "sure". 0.0 (!!!)

This is not, nope, this is not the part where girl meets boy, boy meets girl yadayada... Nope. And I cannot stress more how idiotic I reacted.

*turns away with my back facing him* *avoid any, ANY eye contact with him. The hall was really dark anyway to start of with and he's really tall to be at eye level with me but I still had my back faced against him.

*takes out my cell phone* *still avoiding eye contact with him* *and this is the part where I should just stop.* Lol.

P.s.: Helena baby I deleted my tagboard actually. HEEhee. Prefer receiving comments (if any at all) lol.

NEVER; Exists.

He'll NEVER leave me,

He'll NEVER let go of me,

He'll NEVER close a door on me,

He'll NEVER hate me,

He, NEVER stops.

NEVER exists. In Him.

Actually, this post was meant to be like a hi-i'm-gonna-take-a-break-from-blogging. But then again, I guess it seems like otherwise because this fingers are itching to blog more and more. Lol. Placements started yesterday! And I got into Unit B which is the medical ward for demented patients. Actually, I really wanted palliative care though but oh well. You work with what you have and try to make the best out of it ;)

On a totally random note, cold coffee is yuck.

DEPTH.DEPTH.DEPTH.

I seriously do not understand why it just doesn't stop. Why it just keeps coming. It's like a never ending supply. Keeps flowing. Sighh but I mean it's not that I'm really stressin out or anything lah. There are people out there who has twice even triple or 100 times more work than I have to deal with T.T and they are are able to cope with it. So, stop complaining.

In the meantime, housemates and I went over to Hannah's for homemade pizza-night/catching-up-with-each-other time :D :D Always always a good time just sitting.eating.chatting. Although we felt a tad bit tired from uni and such but the company of good people around you takes the tiredness away! And of course the other main source of energy also came from the yummyyummy food lah. Lol.


Qing and I :)




Hannah and Aaron. Lol. They're such a sweet couple.




Chicken.carrots.baby spinach. on top of Hannah's handrolled pizza base!




Miriam's gourmet pizza! (pumpkin.mushroom.ham.baby spinach)

Sophia.

How do you start your day? The loud buzz. Eyes wide open and shut immediately,wrapping those sheets tighter around yourself. Or, in the arms of your loved one, followed by a whisper of those three words we human beings can-not and would not get enough of. They met somewhere in between the lines of serendipity and pure fate. Letting their hearts sink deeper and deeper in an immensity of love for each other. Every touch, like a breath of fresh air. Every word, like sweet symphony plucking on evey string of the heart. Every gaze, like a clock that stopped ticking- for them. They met, and as the saying goes, the rest was history.

Swing, Swing.

"If you're gonna sit here and hope that it gets done without actually doing it." "You're wasting your time."

I'm not gonna sit here and wait. Neither am I gonna actually do it. I am hoping and hope sometimes sweeps me off my feet with its empty promises. And as I fly in mid-air, the hopes within itself can only hold me up that high. I quickly fall to the ground only to find that all hope is gone.

I was blog hopping earlier (yes. my not-even-half-written-essay is crying out for me even as I blog now about how I neglected it for reading random blogs) Well, if I did not read those random blogs, I would not have been blogging right now. And I would not have been asking/answering this question that many of you might have come across before. Would you rather find lots and lots of money or true love before you die? Key word being, 'find'. 'search'. It is indefinite. The probability of you finding lots of money somehow seems like it weighs more than finding your true love.

Finding true love is like walking through a forest where every tree mirrors each other and you end up running around in circles.

Finding true love is like a caught fish, gasping for air.

Finding. Searching. Indefinite. And then there is hope.

Naked.

Yesterday was yet another unproductive day for me. Well, if you consider hopping from one blog to another. Reading excessively into other people's lives (mind you, most of whom I do not even know personally) - productive. Be my guest. Food for the mind lah. food for the mind. ^.^ If it wasn't for those mind feeding content spread across on my laptop screen, I wouldn't be blogging now. Because some of those content were so raw. So deep. It was as if I was looking through a glass, into the blogger's soul. There were words of sadness, brokenness. There were also quotes, a voice of wisdom. Words that were tied and untied, all in the very same sentence. Mostly, they were stripped down to the very core of their soul and their bare skin is of what is left in contact with the outside world. - Us.

I started to wonder, have I ever been there? Have I stripped. And leave apart of my soul here? Sometimes, I think I have.

For the third time. For three similar but different reasons:-

To think and to be tired of thinking are two entirely different things yet so similar.

To cry and not to cry simply because you’ve ran out of tears is so different yet so similar.

To love and to hate is so different yet so similar.

So, what do you do when your heart was pumped up with so much love, so much hope, and so much emotion and one day you just discovered that you needed to pump all of it out of your system. The question being, how do you do it? Right now, I won’t have the answer. Not for a while, or at least not until I know for myself.

To be able to say goodbye to something so precious to you and hello to something better around the corner is so different yet so similar.

I will be your audience and you can be my model. - nude.

Shamu <3>

Sand Filling.

17/4/2009 YumCha Session at BoxHill


Twelve really hungry people who were really full at the end. :) Or at least I speak on my behalf. HEEhee.




Egg tart! :D





My housemates! People, meet Felicia and XuetYing :)



Thanks to Benny (guy from FOCUS)! Who made it possible. and Who made me a happy person on that day. Whee.

16/4/2009

KARAOKE session at Melb Central with xuetying.andrew.eve.and phyllis (not sure if that's the correct spelling but yea)! Sorry no pics. But you can imagine lah. Karaoke sessions can never go wrong. Especially not when you have 5 long hours to sing your heart out man! It gets you wanting more.and more. Man, we luv our karaoke :) After that, went for dinner with xuetying at Yoyogi. Not as good as we'd expected it to be (that is why people, never have high expectations *nods*) But it's okay. Because you know why? You know whyyy. We found this other place that serves OMURICE!!! For those who do not know what that is. I highly recommend you to go watch Lunch Queen (this jap drama). And I put my bet on it that you'd be craving for OMURICE! ^.^ Lately, I like that symbol also la. ^.^ ^.^ HAha. I know, so unlike me to be all updati-ve about my daily life and typing like so, I dunno. Liddat right? Lol.

Don't worry, the emo side of me will be returning soon. enough.

Sometimes, you've gotta loosen up. I miss you guys man. No joke.

The Push and Pull Strategy.

What a greattt start to my Easter Break :) I tell you, nothing beats spending quality time with your best sort of friends. Seriously, endless chats (which led up to another spontaneous extension to my stay) Wheee. I wish everyday was a holiday. Holiday meaning minus-ing the pile of assignments which is still stacked up sky high I can barely breathe! *choke* Holiday meaning having nothing on your mind. Just embracing the nothing-ness and everything else that comes with it which is all in all FUN! :D Holidayy. Aahh just the thought of it. :)

One Tree Hill! *HEEhee* And this was how shamay got "tricked" into walking 2.5 km and 1000 steps (UPHILL!) Thank you Vanniee! :D It was really worth it!

vannie: may, we're taking you to this place that has really really nice scones and food but first we have to climb up this 'small hilly' mountain yea...

may: *thinking to herself that the place is on the hill* * yess foolish i know* "sure van! :)"

For those of you who don't know me well enough, I am seriousy not a big fan of walking. And being that the walk is one that will cause my muscle to pull and ache and err sweat. Lol. I don't mind hours of shopping though even if I don't end up buying anything. Lol.

So yea, you can imagine. me: "vann... how long more ah?" "harr?" "and many 'harrs' along the way. When we finally finished the 1000th step,

vannie: YAyy we did it! :D Good job may! Ok, now we can go down and makan.

may: *smacks head* you mean the makan place is not here?!?!

vannie: *smiles* my sister will drive us there.

may: *pengsan*

But it was cool shit because we had really good scones and the exercise made it seem less guilty! Nyehehehe. Thanks again vannie and meiyin and aunty Kong! ;)

Us with the deleeeecious foood :)

As always, all good things has to come to an end... And after three nights at Vannie's beautiful home but with even beautiful company (vic.meiyin.aunty kong!) Vic and I bid farewell but fear not for it is only the beginning to many many more ;)

XUETYING MY HOUSEMATE'S 21ST!!!

If you have not already noticed, the theme was BLUE! :D Hope you had a bluuu-rrific 21st xuet ;) We all luv ya!

Woah, this has got to be my most most updated post ever. As lately as, TODAY, I went out for lunch with KerYong :) Another good time spent with chats and catching up. Good Good time. Before we had to go back and well, while I know she is probably working on her essay right now, here I am blogging away. *yikes* Ok ok, better go. And that means you too. I am sure you have more important things to do than reading this...right right? o.0 Shoo!

I wrote; I am producing a silent clap partnering the air.

Ok, ok, Bai.

Wishful Thinking.

Have a good easter weekend everyone!:) I hope I will. I know I will. Ok just don't think about the two assignments due the following Monday. *smacks head* xoxo Gal on the way to...

It Takes Two.

Blogging from my phone now because the internet is not connecting -_-" haha swt. Though feeling a tad bit out of touch at it (feels like im texting) lol. Anyway, this isn't the first time since I've felt this way, many many times in fact. It comes and go. When it comes I often push it aside brushing it off. Obviously I did not do a good job at it coz it's back. This feeling. This urge. But I guess I'm not ready. Not yet at least. Blogsphere, you're stuck with me for a little while more dude ;) On another note, boy do I like to end things on another note lol. Xuet's post 21st celebration! You know what that means... Nyehehehe. "Tee watches Star Wars in sickness and in health, in good times and in bad. Do you really think that you can pretend to like a movie that you actually hate the rest of your life?" "I do" - how I met your mother.

Are You Bleeding?

Don't you just adore waking up to a bright sunny sunday morning. Doesn't kill to know that daylight savings ended and we're back to being 2 hours away! ;) ;) And of course it's always a cherry on top when you're feeling uberly excited about something (no not about my test or presentation ugh). And nope not telling. *cough.qing.cough.* HEEhee. Remember people, it doesn't hurt to have some secrets to yourself. Although, I do have to admit it may cause slight irritations onto some nerves. Wakakaka.

"Are you bleeding? Do you wanna come inside?"

Melting Moments.

Woohoot. I'm done for the day!!! :D :D And it's a friday! Don't get me wrong. I was expecting to be done earliest by 4. And look, it's not even 3 yet! *smiles with glee* Nyehehehe. Nicola really is a speedtalker/tutor/educator/just the coolest lah. I can't believe that I was intimidated by her (still am actually but in a much more cooler wayy) :) Can't believe she was one of the many triggers as to whether or not I'm on the right career path. (still is, but again, in a much more cooler wayy) Lol. Anyway as promised, I shall blog about more happening stuffs. Besides, me and uni. me and the library which I'm at right now. me and the comp lab. me and err yea.

Vicky's and Sumei's Housewarming!!! :D They moved into a really cosy and comfortable flat (Waterloo St) if I'm not mistaken HEEHEEHEE. which I will be paying more frequent visits to whenever I have the chance...hehehe.

Thank you sumei (Left) and vicky (Right) for having us!!! :D

The people that brought warmth! :) :)

Us with the hosts of the evening! :) l-r, sumei.me.vicky.vann.tim.leeroy.

Lol when vannie saw my top, she went...

"ehh"...

me: yeahh... space. LOL. I miss space. Lin-dy!!! :(

Ever had a moment when you felt your heart was melting. Melting in a sense that it's beating liquid.

xoxo - not your gossip girl. wtf. hahaha bye.

Ooo, pictures courtesy of sumei's camera!!! HEehee. Thanks sumei! Did not even ask for your permission also actually. but yeah... heehee.

Penelope.

She tripped on a few steps of the stairs which leads to the front door of her studio apartment. That sent her documents off into a projectile motion, scattered around the hard concrete floor. ‘Click’ would best describe the sound of a key as she swings open the front door. She is welcomed by the scent of fresh flowers filling the air of her humble apartment. After a long day at work, she could really use a glass of wine to drown her lethargy and be filled with a sense of relaxation. ‘Clank’ would have best described the noise that came from a broken wine glass. Tossed her keys onto the black leather sofa before she plopped herself comfortably in a lying position. After a long day at work, she could really use some smooth jazz ringing softly in her ears but was reminded that she has not gotten the stereo fixed. ‘Ring’ would best describe a voice that came with it. Him. And that made all the difference.

Not so dark after all ay? ;)