Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Computer Who?

Have you ever tried looking for something so hard? Seriously, you can't even describe your frustration in words. Wouldn't it be nice if everything was just right in front of us? Then, we wouldn't have to look. Honestly, I feel abit stressed out right now. Why can't I find the damn answer I've been looking for? Why are we always looking for answers? Why can't the answers come knocking on our doors?

Thursday, May 24, 2007

it's like laying on a bed of red roses; filled with the sharpest thorns one could ever imagine; and it hurts; more than the blade of a razor silently slitting one's wrist.
it hurts for you; if you only knew.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

The Perfect Plan.

Because I think my assignment isn't the most enjoyable thing to do right now. And because I know I'm not supposed to start a sentence with 'because' and 'and'. I'm blogging. :D

To think and to be tired of thinking are two entirely different things yet so similar.

To cry and not to cry simply because you’ve ran out of tears is so different yet so similar.

To love and to hate is so different yet so similar.

So, what do you do when your heart was pumped up with so much love, so much hope, and so much emotion and one day you just discovered that you needed to pump all of it out of your system. The question being, how do you do it? Right now, I won’t have the answer. Not for a while, or at least not until I know for myself.To be able to say goodbye to something so precious to you and hello to something better around the corner is so different yet so similar.

Will you wait forever?

All you need to do sometimes is to take a giant leap. Picture bungee jumping. You fall but you bounce back up and you'll stand on solid ground but if the string breaks at least you know that the feeling of mid-'flying' was worthwhile.

Goodbye.

P.s : Your blog is your blog. So what if it's emo? KEKe

Friday, May 18, 2007

Sit down.It's just a talk.

Melinda Doolittle left American Idol.
The truth is, one does not need to be an American Idol to be a great singer.

Caridee is America's Next Top Model.
The truth is, she deserved it and she rox! Although I was rooting for AJ initially hehe

Sometimes, you can't have everything you want.
The truth is, you will have everything you should have.

The truth about God's love is, not that He allows bad things to happen to us but the promise that He'll walk with us through it all.

P.s : This is what you get when you're feeling really random but somehow you also feel inspired to blog. Caryn I'm gonna read your blog one day. HAha

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Choices.

"I wish I could share this story with the whole cinema",says shamay to her beloved cousin dillon.

Before that, helena.lin-dy.kristyn.dillon.jeremy.chris lau and i. went to 1Utama for dinner (at Just Thai) Everything tasted good. Or maybe because i was too hungry. heehee. Anyway, the food wasn't the main course of the evening. The gathering (even though a pretty short one compared to our usual hang out sessions) and constant noise we made (constant.) was the highlight of the evening. :) Of course the anticipation...yeap. Lin-dy booked tickets for the movie Spider-man 3.Though only three of us (lin-dy.dillon and i) went for the movie. =( So yea, it was a hearbreaking moment when we had to split up...

So, about the story. It involves the three of us and gelato. And of course my stupidity. Once upon a time, shamay wanted to eat gelato while watching spider-man 3 (in the cinema)... and of course she didn't realise how strict GSC is when they say no outside food allowed. So, she went for it. It's just one pair of eyes. I mean how could it possibly watch over the crowd and scan through them for outside food right? She was almost there. Really near the escalator which leads to the cinema. "Miss, miss, " Obviously, she ignored. "Miss, miss" (I bet everyone must have been looking at her in a very weird way) She had no choice. *turns to the left to see a man on the other side* " You can't eat ice cream in the cinema ahh,"

He was smiling! (good sign) ahaha. "Erm, ya. nola. nola. *hehe*" "It's empty, I'm going to dispose it later" This is the time for you to imagine dillon laughing in the background. And me running towards cinema 10 (which was right at the end by the way!) HAHa. By the time we were all seated. Dillon and I had a good 10-15 minute laugh. Honestly, it may not seem funny at all to you. But it's definitely a story I would not forget to laugh whenever I think of it. :D

P/s: I wish harry osbourne was my hero.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Guess What?

That 70s Show is baack! :D

cheers

Friday, May 04, 2007

Waltz Me Away.

I'm learning waltz, I'm learning waltz! Wheee...

P/s : Anyone wanna waltz me? HAHa

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Very very cool...

and I'm talking about Blake's performance in American Idol tonight. :)