There Is No Such Thing As Magic

Firstly, I know sometimes I make promises and I tend to break them but the truth is I don't break my promises k. I just put them on hold. HEeHEe. A thousand apologies for holding up many many pics. I have transfered the pictures into the comp already. Faster clap hand! :D HAha.

In life, sacrifices has to be made in order to gain something or to reach our goal. For example, we sacrifice our time to study when crucial exams are around the corner or to sacrifice a little bit of your feelings, to lay your heart out in the open even though you know that it might just shatter into pieces. To sacrifice. Is to gain something. However, sometimes that something we gain not but we know we gave it our all. And that's what matters most. :)

I went to college last thursday and only attented 1 hour of class. 1 hour of Specialist Maths. Actually, 1 hour of day dreaming while Mr. Woon is upfront writing questions. Okla, I did copied and *cough* tried doing the sums k. HAha. Anyway, after that we went to Sunway Pyramid. Yeap, me. The good gal rebels. Fine, I stripped that title away like ever since I was in Form 2 or was it Form 1? HAha. Lalala. We watched The Prestige. We meaning Amanda.Janice.Sung.Kim Chew.Sean.a bunch of s8 and t1 ppl and me. The movie was good. Honestly, I highly recommend this movie to those of you out there who likes thinking out of the box and for you gals who likes hot.good looking.actor Christian Bale. He's SO hot. HEhe. So, go catch it! :)

Today was the day, yeap. I cried like a baby. It's sad how goodbyes are most of the time the cause of these chunks of tears. Chunks doesn't sound right eh. But try welling up a drop of tear and then letting it roll. It does feel like chunks. =/ S3 2006, I'm gonna miss you. For now, it's not really the end YET. We still have prom! :) (minus silly finals next week.sigh)

There is no such thing as magic. WE create our own "magic" in ways we would not understand.
(total random-ness man) HAha.

Goodnight world.

You.

When you have something that you really wanna blog about especially when the topic isn't about a current event, don't let those thoughts slip away. Blog right away. HEhe...

So, you. :) Honestly, I hate you. So much that even hearing your voice gives me the creeps. So much that I just want to shut you off sometimes but I can't because you live in me. Literally. You- that little voice in my head. (Don't deny this people, I know that little voice lives in most of you too... :)

Next...

You know, I just realised that we're bound to meet people who are greater than us more perfect than us, hotter than us for that matter...HAHa. But I also realised that, so what? We're all perfect in God's eyes... and one day we'll find someone who looks beyond our skin, right into our soul. Yes, I choose to believe that. :) Hmm, no wonder I'm so gullible. HAha.

Well, that's all for thoughts for the day... cheers!

Moonriver

AIYOH lin-dy! I absolutely adore that song on your blog !!! :D It's so, so, I don't know. More than nice. HAHa. Anyway, it's Friday once again peeps!!! Scream.smile.say wheee! HAha. Will be posting pictures from lantern day soon k. Promise. HEhe.

P/s : I need more money so that I can buy those clothes I tried on in Cats Whiskers. :)

To everyone, I have a question. How do you do the special effect whereby you strikeout the words in your entry ah... Yes I know I know, I know nuts about this. :b

And another question to me. Why am I so freaking nonsensical. I can't even blog properly. :( I remember when my new English teacher Puan Bharati gave each of us an essay to write entitled, 'Who Am I?' Helena and I thought of the same thing at that time. "Who Am I?" ... "I'm Spiderman!" HAHA. My answer to that question is still left blank. Well, not entirely blank but there are still a lot of spaces for me to fill. I'm Shamay. But I know that I'm definitely more than that. And so are y-o-u. :)

Okie, back to maths now. cheers!

Almost Forgot

HEhe. About this tag game that lin-dy tagged me with ages ago. Okla, I didn't actually forget about it la. Fine Fine I was lazy! sheesh. Anyway, here goes. :)

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone. (not that I hate that person,I just don't care.) =)
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future. (can extra bold wan ah) HAha.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing. (thanks anyways lin-dy!:)
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

aih, i tag everyoe la!. bye!

The Collision of Souls

Every Friday, it's a thank-God-it's-Friday-day for most of us. Honestly, Fridays rock. It's the end of the week and the beginning of the weekends which makes it better. :) Yesterday however wasn't just any usual Fridays. It was mid-autumn festival day!HEhe... According to the legend,or chinese belief, it's the day when the lovers met at the 'lovers bridge' up in the sky which we know as the milkyway. HAHa. Not joking wei. Will tell the full version of the story some other time. (It's pretty romantic really. heehee)

Meanwhile, a bunch of us decided to relive our childhood days by playing lanterns (tanglungs) :D Firstly, thanks to ee jen and helena for buying those oh-so beautiful lanterns (the 'hello kitty' was cutee la!heheh) lin-dy for fetching me to and from vicky's house and vicky for hosting the whole event! :) So, around 5:30 lin-dy came and fetched me to vic's place for a 2 hours plus of "group study" KEke. Ok, ok, it was all my fault for having such big mouth yakking away distracting everyone. But when you have 6 gals (vicky.lin-dy.helena.eejen.sharlyn and i) sitting together. You really can't help it k. HAha. Anyway, work or no work we had funn and it kept going until we reached the mamak place for dinner. Before we knew it. Lantern time! HEhe.

Later on, (kristyn.li-mae.jeremy.dillon.justin.cze wien.chris lau.sarveen.ashwin.and gilbert) joined us.Oooo how could I forget our wishes. HAha.which apparently only the gals took them seriously, actually the guys did not write anything. Hmph. Anyway, we wrote down wishes for ourselves and set up candles that looked like a heart shape. Then, burnt our wishes at a nearby park. Whee. We went back to vicky's place when it started pouring. Yeap,maybe that is why I feel kinda 'woozy' today. :) Anyway, I seriously had a lot of fun. Talking and laughing and playing the lamest games on earth which took up most of our time. HAha. But honestly, it was fun. Sigh, happy times flys by and soon we were under vicky's umbrella.

P/s : Pictures to be stolen from helena.lin-dy and eejen soon. HEhe.