Coffee And Cigarettes

I gave up coffee and cigarettes
I hate to say it hasn’t helped me yet
I thought my problems would just dissipate
And all my pain would be in yesterday
I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watched my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday
But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you
I thought that if I didn’t go and play
The sadness would get bored and go away
I thought that if I didn’t go astray
That all my pain would be in yesterday
But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to doI must quit, I must quit, you
I sold my guitar and my piano
I thought that it was these that kept me low
I thought if only I could try and change
That all my pain would be in yesterday
But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to doI must quit, I must quit, you
I must quit, I must quit, you

I first heard this song on my friend's ipod and when you hear the lyrics blast into your ear, it's almost as if it speaks right through your heart. And the noises around you starts to fade away. That's when you become, EMO. :b

A Year Ago...

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Here's to the first and many more...
Finally!I got this thingy to work. Took me at least 15 minutes just to get my username done. "This username is not available." was what I got for the past 14 minutes. Anyway, just want to make it quick and simple. My blog would obviously not be the most interesting blog you've ever read neither would it be lengthy. That way you don't have to strain your eyes to read my entries and that way,anyone who is reading my blog could kindly leave some comments for me to ponder upon yeah? ;) I'm no walking dictionary, so don't expect to be wowed by my command of language. I'm just an average gal looking for answers.So,as an opening to me who is no longer a virgin of blogging, felt like writing something about what seems to be the most important thing to most people especially gals. Haha. Beauty. To me, beauty is skin deep. Most people says that they look from the inside of someone,that looks doesn't matter when it comes to choosing your lifelong partner. Is it true? Well,to those to hold up to that belief,I respect them but to those who does not, I feel sorry for them. Everyone is different in their own ways and you may never know what you will find if you would just get to know them a lil better.

Wow, it's been one year and one day already. That was my very first post by the way... :D Speaking of which, I still hold up to that belief. That beauty is skin deep. You just got to search deeper sometimes. :) Anyway, here's to my year long of being an amateur blogger and still being one by the way. HEHe.

The End of a Circle

Wow, I've been so outdated with my blog... (sorry peeps!) hehe. Firstly, World Cup 2006 ended recently so that's a start to my entry heehee. Honestly, Germany deserved to win the cup. HAha and no matter what I'd still think that Klose is good looking! ;) Those who agree with me pls leave a comment and say 'yes.i agree.he's cute' thanks! Sigh, I seriously have no idea what happened to Zinedine Zidane but whatever it was I guess only him and that Italian player knows who provoked who in the first place. oh well. Italy got the cup but not for long... 2010- is just four years from now. HAha.

Next up, the Taylors Inter-college Dance Competition 2006. Started with a bang and ended with one as well. :) My chicas (helena.vicky.sharlyn) and I went for the audition since we already had the moves. hehe. And before we knew it, we were up there performing in front of about 600 people. Seriously, everything up there happened in a blink of an eye. First, we were all rushing to bathe and do our makeup at sue faye's place (thanks so much su faye!!! and thanks to your ex model friend too for putting great makeup on us!!! :D) Before we knew it, we were already performing. Then, we blinked. When it came to results time, *bites lips* *sweating palm* I could really feel my heart beating and it could have reached the ground.
3rd place ---- some dude from ADP i think. heehee.
2nd place ---- Nilai International College (21 members and one of the members was hott.!)
1st place ---- teng teng teng teng... some all guys cheerleader don't know what la! didnt bother to know also... but had to admit they were great with synchronization and the
acrobat moves.

I could see that helena was kind of disappointed as well as the rest of us. But it's ok gals! We had fun didn't we? And we gave it our best! So that is all that matters k! ;)

After that, hmm after that... I don't know whether or not to blog about this. But after that something happened. Yeap. -The after partay! Wheee. Helena and I went straight up after we changed into our party outfit to dance.dance.dance. we were dancing initially with su faye.christine.shaun. and then it was left with only helena.xuyen.and i. Oh and how could I forget yung doing his thang! KEke. And then......... sigh I left the hall wanting to bang my head on the wall. HAHa. Why ah? ;) I'll blog about that later.

Balls and Kotex

Seriously, every single time I look at that world cup ball I instantly think of kenny sia's 'creativity' of making his own world cup version ball. HAha... seriously, damn funny. ok, gross in a way. but funny. and somehow sensible since the shape of the logos on the ball really does look like pads. :D Oh well, I hope everyone who's gonna watch the matches coming up will take notice of it... HAHa. Anyway, speaking of balls. The goals Italy made were really balls lah. ONE more minute to penalty shoot outs and they had to put the ball in?! I mean is that balls or what. Pfft. hahdkbhjsdas!!!!! I felt so sad, I cried in the bathroom. HAHa. Mann, I supported Germany all the way ok. And now what. I'm not even sure whether or not they can beat Portugal for third place... :( I just hope no one will beat Klose la k? Sigh, but I guess it's like so hard for them too when everyone is putting pressure on them. Anyway, I'll never forget the day Germany lost to Italy because on that same day, it was Justin's 18th birthday!!! Yeap, everyone around me are all turning legal... :) So, after college, helena.vicky.lin-dy.sharlyn.li-mae.justin the birthday boy.gilbert.benny.raof.sarveen.isa. went to secret recipe dhar.nigel.jeremy.kristyn. who are not from taylor's came all the way for justeeen.! HEHe... I think we combined about 5 or 6 tables but one thing about it is we can't really talk from one end to another... HEhe so from time to time places are switched and obviously came the chattering and constant laughs. :D We hung in there until the number of people decreased and as the time increased, we all went home. P/s: I liking hang out sessions. :) Thanks Justin for bringing us out!!! and of course for being the person who has given and is giving me the most car rides! *smiley!*

P/s : I'm still sad by the way over germany's loss. Sigh, I guess somethings are not meant to be
huh.

And The Whole World...

...is talking football while others are cursing football especially after England and Brazil lost. =( I'm guessing that the whole world should be watching tonight's match. (Germany!!! vs Italy. ) GO Germany!!! HEhe... GO Klose... shite. very nervous. Have funn watching and cheering for Germany everyone! HAha.

Lifestyles of the Rich and the Famous

Yeap, that was the theme for this year's SMKTTDI I.U day (21 June 2006)... :) and this post is so delayed I know. Anyway, will try to refresh my memory on the happenings that day and yes. the dance. hehehe... and well how I screwed up. Sighh... My other chicas were great tho... (helena.vic and sharlyn) They made everyone cheer mann. HEhe.

The day before yesterday, Jovi turned eighteen!!! Hehe... A bunch of us went to 1u (janice.amanda.sarah.jovi and later on we met up with ashvin) and each of us gals had to get something to satisfy ourselves... Haha. Then, there it was time for suyi's farewell party... Haih, one of the most happening senior leaving us... :(

Yesterday, lin-dy.kristyn.justin.jeremy and i. crashed helena's home to watch football... while lin-dy and i sleptover. And well I actually slept during the second match between brazil and france. HEhe... Lin-dy and helena were very sad that england and brazil lost. Sigh, I think I'll have to say bye to germany soon too... (cannot.must have hope. :)

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catchProblem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

P/s: lin-dy, I'm shy tooo. HAha.