I'm Baccck.! :)

Yeap, somehow those yellow colored antibiotics the doctor gave worked like magic. HAha... serious, after skipping a day of college I figured I'd better not skip anymore because I was planning to go *coughs*... yes, it was all so cleverly planned out by (muahahaha) me. :) I thought to myself, "if I were to skip college today, there's a possibility that i may miss one of the most important event of the year!!! then how is that possible for me to blog about it!?" And so, in a sort of sickly condition that day..... shamay went for college. HEe. But before I knew it, I was up and bouncy like the usual me. :D So, you may ask... what event so important that made me go to college just so that my parents would let me go out later that night? HEhehe...

21 June 2006
Our very first mouseketeer helena aka button turned legal!!! hehe... and that means she's eighteen!!!! woohoo! actually now, she's more than eighteen. Aww, she's growing up so nice and well... :) Anyway, the plan was for us to meet up at the birthday gal's home at around 7 but yes, it was my fault that we reached helena's hse late. I couldn't help it... the colour pencils needed to be sharpened and I was having difficulty putting the thread into the tiny hole... Sigh. I'm sorry helena if the card I made sucked. hehe... but we (justin.kristyn.lin-dy and i) managed to reach slightly off time but we hit the spot just in time to celebrate button's birthday... (Souled Out) was the name of the restaurant/bar/a very nice place to just hang out with friends. Soon, vic.jeremy.li-mae.sharlyn.suwen.dhar.ashwin.and gilbert arrived and I think we were the only ones with the most number of tables combined to make a lonnng table. The food was great, atmosphere was fantastic and the people around me... beautiful. :) We had a lil surprise tho for ms. legal and could do whatever she wants... hehe. Sigh, before we knew it. We were hugging each other goodbye and heading back to our own homes... So, thanks helena for such a wonderful night and a wonderful yummylicious dinner!!! Really. hehehe...
















me.the birthday gal... :)













and then we went wildd..... haha















justine* and the gals. heehee...













she's eighteen and she's fabuloouso! haha she's helena aka button!...













the beautiful peeps i mentioned. :)

*yawn* I think I'm almost done here... although the next post shall be another interesting one... hehe... ere's a lil sneak preview.
















the pic so says *loosen up our buttons* hoh... haha

Goodnight world.

All Over The Place

I hate falling sick. I hate having to take all those tablets but at least it's better than having to down a full tablespoon of syrup. :) Been sick since yesterday morning... no idea why. Even so, I still had to drag myself to college because we all had to write a report for chemistry. Yes, under a sickly condition have I got to write a 2 page long of report. Here I am skipping college which somehow is less fun since I'm feeling so sick. Sigh, I hope I'll feel better by tomorrow night so then I could celebrate helena's big 18th birthday...! HEEhee.

Digging My Grave

Wednesday, 27 July 2005

Worthless Thoughts Of Mine

How could words get sharper than the sharpest knife and cuts right through our hearts? Words are just words but sometimes words hurts. Not physically although sometimes the ache in your heart might cause some pain but mainly it hurts us emotionally. It brings us down to a point where we don't want to get up and we need someone to pick us up. To tell us that words are just words. I felt that pain before. It may not be the worst feeling one could ask for but it did hurt me badly. I'm afraid it still does. Funny,what words could do to a person. How it could change a person's feeling in a matter of seconds. I am still sad but there's nothing I could do about it but in this time of sadness I know I'm still waiting for what is awaiting me. That someone who will pick me up.

[For sikeat :)]

Wow, it's weird because I still know exactly how I felt while writing that post. Seemed like just yesterday... HAha.

The Perfect Imperfect

Sigh, college has to stopped me from constantly updating my bloggie. Anyway, another tag game. Whee :D

-the victim has to come up with 8 different things about his/her perfect lover
-tag 8 other victims

Firstly, he's got to love me for who i am. :) Ok, that's not the first k. That's just the intro. Now, here's the list.

1. As fun as helena

2. As romantic as isa

3. As funny as lin-dy!

4. As holy as justin

5. As 'sarcastic' as krissy

6. As patient as vicky

7. As caring as sarveen

8. As wise as vannie

To those names not mentioned... you know you guys are greattttt too!!! and I luv ya guys!!! :) I would list the whole list down if I could. Ok, ok, i would la one day. Heehee.
Anyway, my point being that nobody is perfect... and listing down all the qualities I'd want to find in my perfect lover is impossible because he'll never exist. :) Everyone has a good side of them. You just have to love them for who they are. And when you do, then that's your 'perfect' lover. Perfectly imperfect. :)

P/s : I really luv those names whom I did not mention. (you know who you are :b)

Almost forgot... the 8...

Amanda
Ashwin
Helena
Lin-dy
Vicky
Vannie
Li-mae
Sharlyn

The L Word

Inspired by li-mae's blog. and our convo.

If you truly love someone, you don't need reasons because you just do. You just do. :) -my personal opinion and I truly believe that.

The Name Game

Yayy, I lurve tags. HAha. And guess what? Guess lahh... (i'm lame.iknow. :) I've been tagged!!!
HAha. Anyway,

Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do the survey.

1. Helena
2. Vannie
3. Vicky
4. Kristyn
5. Michelle
6. Li-Mae
7. Sharlyn
8. Suwen
9. Janice
10. Amanda
11. Justin
12. Jovi
13. Dhar
14. Bryan
15. Sarveen
16. Gilbert
17. Ashwin
18. Benny
19. Isa
20. Wei-jinn

Questions:

1. How did you meet 14 (Bryan)?
umm, through kindy. :) a loonng way back...

2. What would you do if you had never met no. 1 (helena)?
HAha. I wouldn't be able do to loads. No one to teach me bio,chem,physics...no one there to
give honest opinions...no shopping...no laughs...no funn. :)

3. What would you do if 20 (wei-jinn) and 9 (janice) dated you?
I would tell my kids and grankids (if i ever have one) that I was a bisexual. interesting... :b

4. Would 6 (li-mae) and 17 (ashwin) make a good couple?
Most definitely... :)

5. Describe no. 3 (vicky)
smart.pretty.nice.cutee.laugh.fun.sleepy.jeremy's. :)

6. Do you think 8 (suwen) is attractive?
Of course....! hehe

7. Do you know anyting about no. 12's (jovi) family?
umm,he has 2 sisters. HEEhee.

8. Tell me something about 7 (sharlyn).
erm, used to be primary buddy right up to college buddy with me! haha she also a huge fan of
chinese serials. :)

9. What is no. 8's (suwen) favourite?
dogss! hehehe

10. What would you do if 11 (justin) confess he/she likes you?
smile. :)

11. What language does 15 (Sarveen) speak?
let's see. around ladies he speaks differently tho... haha.

12. Who is 9 (janice) going out with?
hmm who ah?

13. How old is 16 (gilbert) now?
16 going on 17....

14. When was the last time you talked to 13 (dhar)?
friday night! while he was high tho... hehe

15. Who's is no 2's (vannie) favourite singer?
aiks.dont know laa... haha. she likes all kinds wan.oh ya! pharell!!! haha she thinks he's hot.

16. Would you date no 4 (kristyn)?
If she lets la... haha

17. Would you date no 7 (sharlyn)?
Nah, don't want to break chris's heart... :)

18. Is 15 (sarveen) single?
He's never single wei. haha

19. What is no 10's (Amanda) last name?
wei yi (only one...)

20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11 (justin)?
HAha. but he's molly and im ed! (private joke) haha...

21. Which school does 3 (vicky) go to?
Taylor's

22. Where does 6 (li-mae) live?
18, Jalan Athinahapan 5? heheheh...

23. What is your favourite thing about no. 5 (michelle)?
everything. haha.

The 5...
lin-dy
vicky
vannie
amanda
jovi

Fallin Into Places

June 9 2006

1:20 pm - Received phone call from ahpoh caryn (hehe) thank goodness I was dressed up and ready to go. It's true that most girls spends close to 30 minutes to get ready before
they get out of the house. :) So, me know me is very slow. That's why I decided on the
top I wanted to wear and quickly put on a pair of jeans.

1:40 pm -Met up with old tuition mates (caryn.jamie.and denise.) at Sri Melaka in Taman Tun
because I missed them terribly. Hee. :) I was very excited (serious) haha and
whenever I'm excited, I get all nervous but it's a temporary thing because the
nervousness quickly turns to happiness... yupp. :D And apparently happiness turns to
total loudness as the desible of our voices started increasing (okla, i contributed to the
largestdesible value laa. haha) it's a surprise the manager didn't shoo us out. HEhe.
From reminiscing of old times to current updates and constant nonsensical topics
(HAha) it was already almost 2:40 pm...

3:00 pm -The original plan was to head over to Secret Recipe for dessert but we were all so full and yet still tempted... HAha. Anyway, denise wanted to buy cakes for her mum and
sis. So, secret recipe had to tahan yet another loud bunch of ladies. :b Sigh, but it's
true, all good things must come to an end... and soon we all parted to our own homes.
Not for me. Keke

After that...
As it was planned eons ago that dance practice must happen right after helena's mid term exam, we all gathered at vicky's place for one primary mission. dance.dance.dance. even though sharlyn could not make it... Anyway, soon after jeremy arrived and the four of us (helena.vic.jeremy and i) took the dogs out for a walk. Had a lovely dinner at vic's place and even took a bath there. HEhe.
















helena.me. before dance practice :)















vic and jeremy... :D

And after that.........
















L-R: sharlyn.suwen.me.helena.
















helena and i!!! whee. she just finished her exams by the way... HEE




















kristyn and i in the dark. (if you look carefully, kris is putting on the grouchy pose) :b
















me.jinn. (yeap i was holding the camera, that's why abit cacat heehee)




















men who knows how to partay! (dhar, centre. gil, left. ashwin the man of the hse, right)
















me. and isa who knows how to dress well.
















me and dhar. :) we missed you....
















no prize for guessing who that is... :b

P/s: thanks ashwin for your lovely home which turned out as a lovely party home. :)

And after that................

We gals had our own fun at krissy's place. We laughed and erm laughed. HAha. Surprisingly helena was the being the most hyper one of all... :) (she's usually one of the first to fall asleep) HEE. Anyway, she was the one making the most noise... *must be the alcohol* whee...

P/s: thanks kris for you lovely home which turned out as a lovely sleepover home. :)

My Ah ma.

Her wrinkled and veiny hands speaks of 85 years living on this earth. :) Ah ma in english means grandmother and honestly I luv my ah ma to bits. :b Although I'd still have polish my Hokien to make sure we can have smooth flowing conversations. ;) She's part of the Baba Nyonya herritage so she could speak very well Bahasa but I'll feel weird conversing in Bahasa with my ah ma lahh. Tak tau kenapa. HAha. Anyway, more stories about my ah ma later k?

Now, if I could cross any of these out...

1. Physics draft

2. ESL Presentation

3. (I just found out from amanda's blog that we have a LAN assignment?!)

So, laters!

That Bittersweet Moment...

...merely lasted 10 minutes. I stared hard not wanting to feel intimidated. Sometimes, staring and not doing anything about it won't get you anywhere. So, okla I took a dive in and sometimes diving in could get yourself drowned. In times like these, you'd want to run away and regret later. Running away means never knowing and having yourself drowned could mean taking your life away. Either way, nobody wins. Sigh... I bet by now you guys have no idea what I'm talking about. It's 1:50 am and for someone who usually sleeps before one. I'm talking crap. Especially since this is my second time writing this post... ARgh! My nice long post. Oh well. Anyway, I also bet you guys couldn't have guessed that I was talking about my first sip,my first taste of black coffee. HEhe... Yeap, I was already halfway through but I gave up and started thinking to myself "How does anyone love black coffee?" Is it because of its bitterness that somehow tastes sweet to them or probably they're all just lazy to add in milk and sugar... HAha. But I'm learning to like it. In fact, I'm 'forcing' myself to like it. :D Enough said about coffee...

Today, went to 1u (the second home to many other ppl tooo!) and I realised that my mum could be the best shopping partner simply because of one ultimate reason... I don't have to pay!!! HAha... tsk tsk so mean la you shamay. But I did have to pay half the price of that top I wanted to buy k... HEhe :) Other than that, it's all under mum's account until I find a job and earn my own money that is. :b So, bought a new pair of jeans and a wallet! Gosh if shopping was an occupation... HAha. Oh ya, I bumped into mun (munyee which I havent seen since a few months back)

me: ehh mun! *smiles and waves*
mun: *smiles.laughs.covers mouth.laughs again*
me: (while laughing...) haha why see me only know how to laugh wann... *laughs* no school ah?
mun: nola, im doing form 6 now... and mr tan is my tuition teacher!

(mr tan used to be our chemistry tuition teacher...)

me: ohh... klak la good to see you. bye! *waves*
mun: *waves*

Don't know why I just typed that whole load. Found it pretty amusin. Ok,crappy woman needs her bed now... Goodnight world.

Sometimes, we have to read between the lines. ;)

Q&A session.

Supposed to be doing my physics draft. But oh well... my playist is on shuffle and li-mae bugged me into doing this (HAha) nola, I wanted to do wann... hehe So, here goes.

Q: How does the world see me?
A: Nobody does it better-Carly Simon (mann I luv this song... HAha) sigh,nobody does it better lahh... HAha

Q: Will I have a happy life?
A: Let's Dance-Five (yeah, dancing lifts our spirits up.resultant: a happy life...!)

Q: What do my friends really think of me?
A: Dearest-Ayumi Hamasaki (I really dont know why I have this song... HAha) yeah i know,im very dear to
them lehh... HAha

Q: How can I make myself happy?
A: Jesus, Lover of My Soul-Hillsong (uh-huh soo true)

Q: What can I do with my life?
A: Dancing slow-singer unknown. (umm yeah dancing is good.. slow...? umm yeah sure with tom cruise right?
HAha)

Q: Will I ever have children?
A: Clumsy-our lady peace (oh no, pls let this be a good sign... i really want children!!! heehee)

Q: How will I be remembered?
A: Don't Want You Back-Eamon (*sobsob*)

Q: What is my signature dancing song?
A: I Want You To Know-Chantal Kreviazuk (nope... thats not true... I refuse to accept that. HAha)

Q: What song will play at my funeral?
A: Come Away With Me-Norah Jones (HAha damn funnee... )

Q: What sort of men/women do I like?
A: I Do-Lisa Loeb (no idea......)

Q: Will I live happily ever after?
A: Cool-Gwen Stefani (umm yeah... ???)

Wow, it's June.

HAppeee June everyone!!! :D Yesterday was a pretty eventful day for me... :) 3 new tops, 1 new bag... that's like more than what I would normally buy in a week... HAha... but to top all those, *clears throat* Guess who's back? C'mon guess laa... HAha. Ok, ok, DHARMA!!! HAha... yupp, we all (dharma.sarveen.gilbert.ashwin.nazmi.justin.helena.vic.and i.) met up at centrepoint to have dinner. Of course, we had something Malaysian to suit dhar's taste buds since he's been staying in U.S for like 5 months... HEHe. Before that, helena.vic.and i. went to hartamas to shop which was when I bought a new bag :) How did we go there you may ask? Nah, we didn't walk there neither did we take a cab nor did we fly there... (helena insisted that we should not use our wings since we're not that experience yet :P) Answer: Helena the Button drove us there!!! Whee... it was her first time, driving there, at night. I know, she's cool. HAha. Anyway, we arrived there and parking was really a hassle man. Fortunately, we found the perfect spot after a few rounds of hunting for a space. First stop, CATS WHISKERS. Helena bought a top and a belt and I bought my bag... which I contemplated on whether or not to get it for at least umm 5-10 minutes. HEhe. At the very last minute, I was like, "I'm getting it!" (Helena was speechless) HAha. Yeap,I seriously suck at making up my mind. Second stop, CHYNA DOLL. I couldn't buy anything *coughs* I had only 2 bucks in my wallet at that time. Yeap. Vic wanted to buy this top but she didn't in the end... Sigh. Third stop, CENTREPOINT. Yeah, the moment we've been waiting for... :) It's so nice to see everyone together. Seriously. I could just sit there and just stare. HAha. Last stop, home sweet home... :)