The Eternal That Lies Beneath

If you could erase all of the painful memories, memories that saddens your soul which will eventually shower your cheeks with tears and move on with life as if these memories did not exist. Would you? I was watching this movie starring Jim Carey and Kate Winslet (don't ask me the title of the movie...I have no memory of it unfortunately :p) Anyway, I only started watching the second half of the movie so forgive me I didn't really understand the whole storyline of the movie... but I know it's something about erasing one's memory.HEe... :)

So, back to the question, would you? Truthfully, sad painful memories tends to linger a lil longer at the back of our minds am I not right? So, why not? Why not just drink some green coloured memory vanquishing potion or strap youself to a device and just hit the 'erase' button? End all the pains and regrets once and for all.

As cliche as it sounds, I'd rather not. I'd rather live with what I have. As haunting as it is, it's what keeps me going. A memory that will make me cry evey once in a while, or a memory that will make me realise certain things I did not realise before... memories are meant to be with us forever. Some very vivid and some that would fade away in time... but some we would carry with us eternally.

Silencing our memories yet keeping them very much alive and aloud but never try to erase them. :)

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun (part 2)

HAha, I know gals seriously can't get enough of it huh. Even thought the number of gals this time is reduced (helena.lin-dy.vic.and i) but I had just as much funn! :) Man, I luv the hols. Anyway, sleepovers are always fun no matter what and this time it was at vicky's crib. Yeap, without parental guidance summore wei. HAha, it was already fun being passengers of lin-dy's. HEhe... The whole drama started as lin-dy attempted to straightened her car that was parked in front of vicky's house (on the slope!) and well suceeded in the end! Way to go gal! HEhe... And the moments where she failed to park properly was partly because of me la... HAha... I suck at assisting. HEhe. We had dinner at centrepoint (mamak) together with jeremy being the only guy and also vicky's soulmate...! :) Sneaky sneaky vicky chai wai wai gave us a car ride. sneaky because she hasn't gotten her license and her parents are not around! Sneaky enough ay? HAha... And we dragged kris along too! :D Everyone had to sleep early (helena had class the next day,vic and lin-dy had computer class) sigh, I thought I was going to talk to myself HAha. but I think vicky slept before me... HEhe.
P/s : thanks vic for your lovely home and for that sneaky car ride and lin-dy for driving too! and of course helena for those laughs... HAHa... *whenever, wherever* (private joke of ours.) :P

YAY! I'VE BEEN TAGGED!!! :) HAha.

Four movies I can watch over and over again.
I know this may sound lame but hit me with any classic romantic film and you may have just hit the right button. ;)
#1 : Serendipity
#2 : Kate and Leopold
I'm still searching for this movie I watched a long time ago, 'Eat Your Heart Out' anyone watched it?
#3 : Speed (Keanu Reeves so rocked in this show man! and by the way, this isnt a romantic flick. :P)
#4 : Jerry Maguire (c'mon everyone should love this movie)

Four places I have lived.
#1 : Melbourne Australia? HAha, kidding la... but seriously, I was in my mummy's tummy at that time.
#2 : Taman Tun (I miss my old home every now and then...)
#3 : still living in my current home in BU...

Four sites I visit daily.
#1 : Friends' blogs/random blogs/my own blog? HAHa.
#2 : My inbox!
#3 : So. I'm not much of a surfer... HEhe.

Four favourite dishes of mine
#1 : sushi! :)
#2 : mummy's famous ginger duck... yumm
#3 : secret recipe's classic cheese...
#4 : bak kut teh!

The ones who are tagged!
Li-mae
Amanda
Janice
You! ;)

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun! (delayed)

Imagine 11 gals, imagine fun fun fun!!! HEhe... yeah 26 of March brought us 11 gals all the way to klang and all the way to 1u. :D But the night before that, amanda.janice and i. had our own fun sleeping over at amanda's right after our physics paper... Whee...! However, the night ended with me talking to myself while amanda and janice dozed off in slumberland. HAha. I know. I'm weird. Anyway, the next day... (here goes the long list of females who are still available by the way... except for helena and shar lyn. heehee) in alphabactical order: amanda.ee jen.helena.janice.jaslyne.li-mae.lin-dy.pei chuin.sarah.sharlyn. and shamay. went for some good food in klang... Amanda and Sarah drove but the restaurant that they had in mind was closed :( So we settled with the one next to it and seriously, it was very worth it loh... exactly 11 bucks per person. Pictures of the yummylicious food we ordered are in amanda's camera.! HAha. After what was supposed to be our lunch but turned out to be a very early dinner for us, we went to Indian Street where umm it was seriously like a Mini India. The DVD shops sells only Indian films! :P Seriously, time flew pass us and we realised we better get going for the opening of FOREVER 21! :D Janice did not follow us though... :( Nevermind, there's always another time for yet another shopping trip. :) And I was feeling kinda tired and I think I speak for some of the gals too... HEHe. So I wasn't that hyped up and plus when we went inside FOREVER 21, it was umm, ya. crowded!!! Oh my, I wanted to try this dress on but the line was so long I didn't even realise that that was the line at first. HAha. Okla, I'm exagerating. But seriously it was filled. Filled with customers,and even reporters, photographers for some reason... Anyway, ee jen was feeling hungry and soon after we were at Waffle World... Sigh, soon fun turned into tiresome kinda fun and that was when everyone headed back to their own homes. :)
Here are some pictures we took! (courtesy of si lin-dy HEhe)
Sigh, I don't know why I can't steal pictures from lin-dy and upload it on my page!!! Argh. You guys have to go lin-dy's blog to enjoy the pictures then! :)
P/s : thanks so much amanda for your lovely home and for getting that oh-so-so-so-so cute doggie truffles... HAha. and for driving too! thanks to all the gals who knows how to have fun!!! :D Seriously, sometimes all we need is fun. That's all.

Look What I Found!

Another perfect time to blog : in the very very early mornings when again, barely anyone is online. WHee... HEhe... ok, excluding people not living in malaysia because of the time difference. :)

Sometimes, we don't get what we want. Just like Elliot Yamin. He's not going to be the next American Idol anymore .He, went home. *sniff sniff* :( Imagine, I SO wanted him to be in the final 2, I bet he must have wanted it like 10000 times more... Sigh. It's ok, I know that he's very proud of himself for being in the top 3 and Elliot, I'm proud of you too!!! HAha.:D Even though there's a teeny weeny bit of disappointment and frustration, at least he made it this far lah. At least. HEhe... And I'm sure it doesn't stop here for Elliot Yamin. Right ppl? He's got a long long way to go...

Oh ya, found this saved in Microsoft Word and it's a very old file I may add. :) Must be one of those days when I felt bored and had nothing better to do... So, why not share it with you guys... :) Enjoy! (even if it doesn't make sense)

Her hands and her feet are tied together, her lips are sealed, her eyes and ears are closed and her heart, her heart will stop beating. Eventually.

She stared blankly into thin air while lying down on her queen-sized bed. The past is something that one will always have, the present is something that one already has and the future is all in God’s hands. Who knows what will happen in the future? Sometimes, we have to learn to let go to know what lies ahead but sometimes what is ahead of us all is our past.

Happy Mother's Day!

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers and mothers-to-be out there! Seriously, I would not know how hard being a mum is and I may never know... *sniff* I'd love to know tho. HAha. Anyway, a mother's love is immeasurable, is pure and is forever. :) Happy Mother's Day!

I Want More Drinks!

HAha... drinking alcohol is a very expensive hobby I might add. (ask helena the expert yday night :P) but I don't mind if I have the money. :) HEhe. Before I blog about yday night, I must must blog about this!!! HAha...

me : eh sarah, that guy in that car damn cute laa... i dare u to wave at him. :)
sarah : *thinks*

Before we could even wave at that cute hottie, he looked at us and waved and smiled!!! a pretty cool wave too ok! HAha. pls act more civilised shamay. this is pretty embarrassing stuff to blog about especially when you sound quite jakun about it. HAha... but its true. he was one hottie i'll remember. :P Well, all this could not have happened if not for amanda who drove seven of us (vic.helena.lindy.shar lyn.sarah.justin.and i) to sunway pyramid 2 days ago!!! :D So, thanks amanda for being so nice! and most of all for making mine and sarah's day! :) Went to sunway pyramid with a limited time frame and limited amount of cash I might add. HAha.. but managed to buy a top (an identical top amanda and I bought together) and ice cream!!!

Thursday passed and friday zoomed pass as well but friday wasn't just any fridays. It was sarveen's birthday!!! HAha. That was also when the drinks came. :)

If crying could solve everything,
The whole world would be drowning.

Love is not love when its alteration finds,
When life gets hard and things change,
True love remains the same.
(this. is the full version from OTH) Enjoy! :)

MATH-LESS!

There's this someone sitting next to me right now and he claims himself as the most 'sakai' person on earth wohh... HAHa. Guess who? Still no clue? C'mon he's such a sakai sometimes... you should be able to know who he is... Ok, Ok, HAha. DILLON!!!!!!!! :D Coincidence and fate brought us together into the computer lab and well both of us are here for different reasons la of course. HEhe... he's currently working on his project while I rant. rant. rant. rant. By the way, my maths lecturer is absent today! Woohoo! This must be like the first and possibly the last time she's gonna be absent as she does seem to be a working machine most of the time, especially when she just loves to torture us with the mountiful amount of homework. Sigh. Oh, now the sakai is logging into friendster... Thinks he's so great laa... Thinks he has alot of sakai friends laa... FIne. :P HEhe.. actually my cousin has to be one of my best cousins la. *im just typing this coz he's next to me* HE's not! hehe jk lah...! Anyway, OTH so rocks my world right now!!! :D OO, guess who on my right... He's umm hot to some gals and cute to others. But not to me la.. hahahaha... Jovvvviii! Oh my gosh, it seems fate has its way of bringing all of my friends here... a man DUh has just arrived!!! Hmm, where's janice? HEhe. So anyway, jovi and amanda are 2 of my sakai classmates whom I am beginning to adore? HAHa... sounds crazy, I know. They're good people la. Can't help it. Back to OTH, it's so emotional.so real.and so hot. (I meant the guys there by the way) Anyway, here's a quote from the season finale episode... I know, I know, again. I.love.poems. :)

Love is not love that alters when it alteration finds.Shakespeare. (ok, this is not the full version of it.)

I'm Tired. But it's ok.

Dear shamay,

Don't be such a dungu and finish up your maths homework even though you did do the rest of your homework today but that doesn't mean anything because you didn't do any work since Friday. And please pray hard that you will recover from the blocked nose and bad throat and pray for those around you too. Shamay, don't be depressed or stressed out. In fact, be glad because you'll only be going to college till thurs.! Thanks Wesak! :D I know how things can frustrate you sometimes but always remember that everything happpens for a reason. You may not see it now or possibly forever, I guess only time could tell... Everyone gets tired along the way and everyone gets frustrated every now and then. Just know that you're not alone. Now, don't be silly and just tell the whole world the truth. That you had officially fell in love.There's nothing to be afraid of you know. It's just love.

HAha, did I just used the 'L' word? man, I must be really tired. :D Goodnight world.

HOT.HOT.HOT! :)

Friday, 5th of May: I had scratches on my right elbow from rock climbing. Well, at least I have something to remind me of how it rocked!!! :D “Cannot! I don’t know where to go now!” I was practically screaming so Izwan could hear me. Haha… Thank goodness Sandra and Izwan were there to help… I think I was the only one screaming on the way down when I was bouncing against the rocky wall! :P but it was all good… all good. Hehe… After that, things could only get better. Imagine, good script + great storyline + a really good actor and good meaning HOT! Haha. = a damn good movie! For those who have not watched MI 3. I shall not spoil the fun and write out the whole story and which parts were touching or shocking or whatever. Please. Go. Watch. It. For. Yourself. Okla, it was pretty predictable here and there but it’s TOM CRUISE!!! HOT TOM CRUISE! HAHa… after the movie I turned to Helena and blurted out “I think I like Tom Cruise” and everyone was so silent summore. Eeesh. Malunya. Haha.























*steal!* HAha. thanks helena...!