Some Things Just Won't Change

Sometimes, certain things really tests our patience. Believe it or not, this is my third time writing this entry. I don't know why I can't recover my post anymore. I guess some things can't be recovered huh? So, before I get disconnected again. I better make this a quick one. Darn, the one before this was fairly long ok! ARgh! So, anyway, I'm feeling it again. The first time I felt this, I was so close to doing it but I didn't. This time, I feel it again. I feel tired again. I feel like giving up again. I feel like quitting SAM again. I guess science isn't my cup of tea afterall or I'm just darn lazy. anyway, my dad said no to quitting SAM. So, SAM, treat me well yeah... HAha.

Yesterday, was a lonnng day. Went to MV feeling a lil cranky. Plus, 'Failure To Launch' was kinda like a 'failure' to me la... but lin-dy thinks its ok woh... I'm a fan of romantic flick but I think 'how to lose a guy in 10 days' is much better tho.HEhe... It did have its moments too la. It's a romantic flick afterall. :P Then, we went hunting for sharlyn's present coz later that night was her partay... hehe. Thanks sharlyn for inviting!!! :D That night as well I met some of my exschoolmates which I have not seen in ages like mun.persi.darren chong.chris lau.jasmine.nazmi.danial. sigh, they're what I'd like to call hand-me-some-kleenex moments. HAha. Not literally la... but deep down... yeah i missed school wei. :) And it was then I realised also that I'm not gonna see benji again until maybe july... :( I hate it when everything has to come to an end.

Second Chances

Sometimes we get second chances
And sometimes we never make it past the first
It really makes you wonder why somethings happen when they do
It really makes me wonder why it wasn't me instead of you

And when you say
It doesn't matter well it does
And all it takes
Is a mistake to eat your words
Just one more time I think I'll drive on home tonight

Sometimes we never see the warning
And the voice in your head tells you not to go
It really makes me wonder why somethings happen when they do
It really makes me wonder why it wasn't me instead of you

And when you say
It doesn't matter well it does
And all it takes
Is a mistake to eat your words
Just one more time I think I'll drive on home tonight

And when you look its gone its too late to turn around
And it's another day facing yourself and the things that you've done

And when you say
It doesn't matter well it does
And all it takesIs a mistake to eat your words
Just one more time I think I'll drive on home tonight

*ashwin, do dl this song! haha (michelle branch-second chances) :D

My Beginning, My Forever.

The best time to blog: when you're appeared offline on msn messenger and when nobody is online. Like in the morning for instance. HAha.
Yesterday: samfest 06 (by the way samfest is short for sound and music festival :) Personally, I thought we had funn! :) Sigh, I can't wait for the next revolution party already... can't wait for dhar and van to come back... i want time to pass by at MY own pace pls. :) If only la, there's a rewind and fast forward button in everything that we do huh. Oh well. Everything happens for a reason and I truly believe in that. I believe that I place my trust in the Lord, knowing that He will lead and guide me! Speaking of which, lately, well actually as lately as last year or so... I felt the sudden passion for Christ in me has somehow died off... I know, and I feel blessed that I had a friend who would always listen and who would encourage me. :) Sometimes, saying 'thank you' to someone else is not enough to say how much you appreciate what he/she has done for you. But anyway, thank you for listening.for being there.for everything. :)

Lord,
Sometimes,
I forget. I forget how much You have done and blessed me with the many things in life.
I forget that You gave Your only son to save us from our sins.
I forget that even as the world might come down before me, to You, I could still hold on.
Lord,
Help me remember that no love is greater than Your love. :) Amen.

What The...?

I really really really really really really really really really haha where was I? yeah, I really really hope that the people would come for samfest tmr!!! hehe... Well, at least this time helena and I would have more dancing partners to dance with! Teehee. Oh ya, I think, I.luv.shopping. thanks to helena and lin-dy and benjiii!!! for fetching us to this damncool place (little black book) where I bought a maroon coloured dress for 69.90! HAha... eh for a dress, I don't think that's really pricey loh... HAha... However, shopping under your own expenses is pretty sucky. oh well. Speaking of little black book, it's also a movie starring brittany murphy and to those of you who haven't heard of this movie or haven't watched it... pls.just.watch.it. HAha... Sigh, I like movies that begins with a question and ends by answering the question in a whole different manner. But then again, don't we all? Don't tell me you like watching movies that leaves a question mark at the end of the movie. A conclusion that could be either this or that.

DumDeeDum.

I've always wanted to receive phone calls from anyone. "Eh, I come pick you up now... we go jalan-jalan k?" HAha. and guess what? It just happened! Whee. Shopping here we come...! Although I do feel kinda bad, haven't done any work and all. Oh well i was gonna watch a dvd anyway...! HAha. ME and my tv again... :P
P/s : helena aka button shops alot too! like ALOTTT! :D k, have to get ready liao... bi!

Unlike Any Other...

Wednesday 12 April 2006 wasn't just any other day. It was the day our mouseketeer-in-law benji returned from down under!!! Woohoo! The day helena reunited with her soulmate. Aww... :D It was also a night where I seriously almost laughed my lungs out. HAha. Anyway, vic.kris.lin-dy.helena and benji.justin.jeremy.and i. gathered at secret recipe (the one in centrepoint) I arrived there a bit later but when I reached there benji and helena wasn't there because they had to go to benij's house and save his lil bro. (aih, it's a pretty long story but no worries his bro is alright! ;) So, I was being the anxious one waiting for the aussie chai along with vic.kris.and lin-dy. :) You know sometimes waiting can be mean good or bad. This was definitely a good wait. :) "Hi Benji!!!" *waves* *hug* aih, I nearly cried. Haha. Serious. At least I'm crying over something out of joy right. Happy tears aren't tears they're just huge smiles. :D Ok, this is the part I need to blog about..HAha.
*drumrolls* We came up with a list
of things that we just can't stop doing... and for some reason, it's so true.
Lin-Dy : too much shopping
Vicky : too much day dreaming
Helena : too much computer
Kris : too much text messaging/comp/shouting (HAha,helena say wan!keke)
me : too much tv! umm yeah, apparently vicky doesn't even lay her hands on the remote control wohh. Hehe.
Sigh, all those laughs and tears from those laughs led me to a slight sorethroat. Haha. but it's all good. it's all good. :) Well, good things must come to an end... but no worries, we'll all be seeing each other again as in ALL of us on samfest!!! Whee, hopefully everyone will be there la. Hehe... This shall be another good wait... :) and another good long but we'll-get-to-it wait for dhar's.and vannie's return!

I guess I don't mind waiting. HAha.

Aku Rindu Pada Mu.

Mendengarkan bunyi dan intonasinya mengembalikan pelbagai memori seperti ombak yang beralun-alunan. Mengapa? bisik suara hati ku. Mengapa memori yang terpahat di belakang minda ku ini hanya akan tinggal sebagai memori untuk selama-lamanya? Walau bagaimanapun, aku akan menghayati keindahan setiap detik daripada memori yang akan senantiasa menemani ku.
:D
Hehe... how? Has it already gone rusty? I can't really belive that I kinda miss not using my national language in my studies anymore... Okies, that's all folks. HAha. I have like plentiful of assignments to do, my issue analysis is this friday, I haven't even done a thing and guess what? I'm lucky number one!!! Pfft. Nites!

The Pleasure of Waiting.

Reasons why I have not been updating my bloggie:-
#1: the amount of work in college sucks. period.
#2: the assignments sucks even more.
#3: hehe okla the other reason is, even if I had the time, I'd be too busy reading other bloggies and just forget
about mine. oh well.
by the way, this is like my second time posting this ok. My always-jammed-up comp always hangs whenever I'm blogging wann. Yucks. HEhe. I had so many reasons and too many happenings to blog about but it's too overdued lar. To sum it all, beautiful people to hang out with + perfect timing = precious moments. :D
and, charity drive day was SO funn!!! However tiring it was the fun-ness of it covers all. HAha. And zest was funn too although helena and I wished that more of our friends were there to dance the night away like how we always do at partays. [memories. :)]
Anyway, today's my second last lesson of driving. Should I be happy or nervous or what? MY test is on monday!!! shite. I'm so not prepared. My car is always either too front or too back on the slope and HAha today I didn't know exactly what I did la but I think I tried changing the gear without pressin the clutch. I tried so hard ok! until suddenly somehow or rather my engine died. I was like, what the--- ? Sigh, I'm going one of those horrible driver (if i ever get my license that is) that you people curse at and other drivers will point their middle finger at me or worse a gang will come and attack me with 'parang' on their right and bats (like baseball bats) on their left. (HAha imagine, holding 2 weapons with both hands!)
P/s : I want to link more bloggies! but somehow it's not working. Why ah? I have random blogs to link! And kristyn just recommended me one just now. It's funny and witty in its own ways :) HAha. okla, it's darn funny man. most parts of it! I'm like what the heck. I wanna blog like her too!!! ok ok,
Lesson #1:D on't try to be something you're not. This is not about just about blogging. It's about being yourself. Don't try and be something or do something just because. Just be youself and someone out there is going to like you for who you actually are and not who you're trying to become. Really ahh? HAha.
I restarted my comp like at least 5 times and thank goodness I discovered that I could actually recover my post. :)