Too Much, Too Much...

Sigh, it's just too much... I can't take it anymore!!! Don't they realize we're all only human beings? With feelings?! Feelings so easily broken, spirit so easily dried... Don't they feel what we feel? And they just won't stop. Just keeps going on and on and on and on. We're not machines ok, and if they expect us to be one... I have nothing to say. Yeah, I guess all you college people knows where I'm heading at right? The truck load of WORK!!! and we're only taking 5 subjects or 6 or 7... and there's SO much to do... Ok, fine. Not THAT much but enough to make us feel stressed out...! Oo, by the way, I'm not doing a single one of them! HAha, at least not until the homework mood starts taking over my holiday mood la... Yeap, the first thing I did when I got home from college was take a nice looong shower and sleeep on my comfortable bed!!! By the way, I'm so glad I need not have to walk home under the bright orange sun hehe, because my chi mui's best friend/boyfriend/soulmate was being very very kind and gave me a lift home... Yeah, he's her man! :) So I slept instead of doing math... so? Argh. Hehe, then I watched abit of tv... chatted on the phone... watched more tv... and then it was dinner time. Ok, ok, I can't live without the tv.movies.tv.Did I mention tv? Pls la, I'm not that freaky ok. HAha. Yeap, you guessed it... I was watching more tv during and after eating dinner... My sis.her soulmate and I were watching 'How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days' . Ok, honestly it's kinda weird watching a romantic flick with them. Me being the one feeling weird. Haha... especially when it comes to the love scenes... "I want to cling on to someone's arm too!!!" (ya that was running through my mind...) :P As usual, the movie ends with a happy fairytale feel... Guy gets girl, girl gets guy... both gets together... lives happily ever after ladeeda... and as usual girls being a softy... Looks at the screen,puts on a big smile, floats for about a second or so...stuff like that.Me being the pathetic,single,unromantic person that I am, turns to my sis and says...

Fairytales only exists in movies.

The rules/procedures are as follows:The first player of this game starts with the topic five weird habits of yourself, and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their five weird habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next five people to be tagged and link to their web journals. Don't forget to leave a comment in their blog or journal that says You are tagged (assuming they take comments) and tell them to read yours.Here are mine:

#1: I have something for tunnels. Everytime my dad or anyone else drives through it, I get
*high*. Haha.
#2: If I have a plate of food in front of me, I'll start eating the things I dislike and saves
the best for last. :)
#3: I CAN'T sleep without a lamp switched on or at least some light in my room...
#4: Sometimes, I like staring at the clock for no reason. Just watch the seconds go by. HAha
now, I think that's really weird... :P
#5: Haha... I like the smell of leather...

Ppl, you're tagged!!!
Amanda,Janice, Joanna, (Lindy, Helena, Vannie, Vicky, Li-MAe,) Hehehe...

Lalala...

Skipping L.A.N is funn! :p

Private Emotions

This is for those who needs a shoulder to cry on, a pair of ears to listen to their deepest thoughts, a voice to tell them that they're not alone. :)

If no one will listen,
If you decide to speak,
If no one is left standing after the bombs explodes,
If no one wants to look at you for what you really are,
I'll still be here, I'll still be here.

The Chaos

I'm coming into the second week of college life and to be honest I'm still lost. I'm not sure where I am heading to and further more I'm still unsure whether I'm taking the right course or not. Sigh... Anyway, at least I like my class and I made new friends... there are only four gals out of 29 students... yeap ;p amanda.janice.melissa.and myself. S0ME of my lecturers are nice... sigh (again) I guess everything's gonna fall into place or at least that's how I'd like to think for now.

We are always not satisfied are we?